tired

I wanna stop thinking - I can´t
I wanna let go of u - I can´t
I hate thinking about you and I also hate to be not able to let go..
god u have everything in ur hand..u have my life in ur hands
you´re the first, the last the centre of it all..
and all I wanna do is rest my head from stupid thinkin..all I wanna do is being peaceful and calm..
so please make it bearable..
bless the people I love and I pray for..bless the people who are outside and homeless.
bless them all!

I´ll go to bed now..
please give me some sleep and the ability to get some strength for tomorrow - for the new day..that maybe gets even harder than all the days before..but its a new day and its a new chance and I wanna use it..
my soul is weak, my heart is numb I cannot see..but still my hope is found in you I´ll hold on tightly. you will never let me go, for Jesus you will never fail...
simply to the cross I cling, letting go of all earthly things..I´m clinging to the cross...

peace and mercy over me lord..I´m tired...