praise from pain!

oh my goodness, some people are just too holy for me...
well of course its stupid..theyre not..but sometimes I feel like that...whatever..
had a good day today with some nice people around me while lunch time and also in the evening when we watched cars and ate some pizza ;)
it feels so good to have people around who dont care if Im great or not ;)
its good to know that those are the people who´ll let me go and who´ll support me in every way..because they are not only interested in keeping me here..they wanna see me happy..and I know that these are the friendships that are staying...and Im really happy about that.
so until now Im at least a bit motivated for tomorrow and the coming days in school..of course tis not really what Im dreamin about but whatever..Ill go on and its gonna be alright somehow..

Ive been very surprised on saturday when I drove home from the horseback riding. I listened to the desert song from Hillsongs and suddenly I heard one line of this song very clearly:
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames
how funny...thats exactly a line from the verses of the sermon where God spoke to me through his word in 1. Peter, 1,3-9 (7 These have come so that your faith- of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire- may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honour when Jesus Christ is revealed.)
I really needed to laugh because sometimes I have the feeling that God has to tell me some things 2,3 or maybe even 4 times until I really understand what he wants from me.
everything I suffer for is proving me..and Im gonna turn the suffer into praise. I wanna praise god for he is glorious!