this life...

our DOMINO service today was nice.
I really enjoyed doing the worship because it felt like god wouldnt care about how it sounds like or if we play all the songs perfect but he looks after our heart and why we do this.
and I had my debut with my djembe.
it was quite funny because first I just felt like the biggest fool ever and I wasnt able to sing and to drum at the same time.
but after some songs it was easier just to join the music and I think it was okay..it wasnt good but it was okay, and thats enough for the first time in my opinion..Im still learning :)
the sermon was good because I recognized a few things I do wrong in my everyday life..and those things need to be changed..and I know that I CAN change them if god helps me to.
But theres something that makes me feel a bit wistful..:
summers over..! really over! Im really not a big fan of the winter..its cold, its grey and to be honest it just seems like the world is dead.
I dont like it..and summer was wonderful! even if I hadnt sun all the time..that wasnt important..i just had such a good time and some really wonderful people around me. and Im really thankful for all those wonderful experiences..
But I dont wanna go into this winter with negative thinking..I wanna live through the winter as happy as through the summer because Ive got a reason to be happy: Jesus loves me!
Im lookin foreward to this life, because God has a plan and a way for me..hes got everything in his hands and I know that there are some challenges, experiences, sad times but also good times in the future..he guides me and hes taking every single step with me..hell never let go of me..

und der herr tut auch heute noch wunder, stunde um stunde, tag fuer tag!!

thats just the way it is!! hes doing some miracles every and every day! hes my provider..he REALLY is!!