enjoying life

so many things are happenin atm, I dont even have time to write it down here..
on friday I had a good evening for myself, just a bit chill-out time and hangin around doing nothing...that was good after all this stress..
on saturday Ive been to Goeppingen to listen to sandro baggio, a guy from sao paolo who told something about his church and about the stuff God did there..it was motivating to hear those storys..afterwards Ive been to a birthday which was great fun.
On sunday we had band practice and we had so much fun!!
those guys r reli great and they dont care about when I do not do all the stuff perfectly..
I just love the hours we spend there becos we have a greeat time.
In the evening Kaddi and I drove to Tamm, and I reeeli enjoyed the service there...
They talked about Jesus christ who died for everyone of us, which is a topic I already know of course, but I still think that u cant hear enough about it becos its such a great love and such a grace God offered us through this..
and after the service we talked to some uys we do not see that often and it was just a good time!! I reli enjoyed being there and I love to go to different places and hear different stuff about god so I couldnt imagine any place that wuld have been better for me yesterday!!
Im so thankful for this weekend and I think those are the times Ill love to remember when I look back in a few years!

but this night was pretty strange..
first of all I went to bed pretty late becos I arrived at home at abou 11.45 pm.
and through the night I woke up at least 3 times or something...and one time I woke up and didnt know where I am..reli scary!!
nevertheless lifes great atm...I enjoy it becos I know God has everything in his hands...even if its hard to wait sometimes...

school and shoes..

so I´m back in hell on earth...-.-
When I see this building I could puke!! I hate it, I hate it I REALLY hate it!
and for some people its maybe hard to believe or hard to understand that I do..
but they are not me..and they are not in my situation and they dont live my life..
and all I wanna do is get away from there...I just dont know how..

but actually it was a funny day..I went to some shoe-stores with Kaddi and we tried lots of shoes (most of them were really really nasty ;). But it was great fun to walk around in shoes you would never ever wear in your life!!
And I really found some beautiful shoes I bought in the end (I needed some!).
Some other colors than I usually wear but hey, I really like them!!
so tomorrow the daily grind starts again...6 hours school..getting up early..sounds horrible!!
but well..Jesus is with me..thats something I cling to!!