loss

u would never believe how much I loved u.
u would never understand what I gave to u.
u would never see what it all did to me
u would never be interested in what I think
becos ur a real egoist.
becos u dont even care how much u hurt me through all those things u say
becos u dont even wanna try to understand what im trying to tell u
now I know were better off alone.
were better off on our owns
becos by my side youll never be again
becos we would only hurt each other
we would only bring each other down
and it still hurts so much to let u go.
becos I know u and I love what I know
and I miss u and it hurts to miss YOU
we experienced so much
we shared a lot
we shared days, songs, tears
we shared one bed and one chair
we shared our lives - we shared everything!
I cant let go but I have to.
so its best to get it all out.
every memorie becos it hurts too much
every picture becos it makes me cry
every little thing that I never thought would mean anything to me
makes me cry and fall to the ground now becos youre away.
so far away..
never coming back..
please never come back!!