oh Jesus how I need u

Today Kaddi and I ahve been to Stuttgart to the Jesus Treff..it was very spontanious and weve never been there before so we had NO idea how to get there..the only thing we had was a location plan from the internet..so we started our drive one hour before the service began (the local plan told us we would need half an hour but WE KNOW US)..and we were right..I guess weve been EVERYWHERE in stuttgart just not where we wanted to be..we drove to nowhere, we drove on a bus line, we turned off where it wasn allowed..to be honest: we drove around really really stupid...
to be honest I didnt thought it would be possible to arrive where we wanted to..but hey, we really did..1 hour too late...so we got into the church ans we´ve been pretty annoyed..but although weve been too late and we didnt saw much of the service it was really cool...we also met some people we didnt expected to meet and had some nice little conversations..and yeah it was just good to be there and I think it wasnt the last time..I guess we´re going to go there more often in the future.
I also gave up on things I´m really fixed on..just gave it up to Jesus and Im sure hes gonna make the best out of it.
I dont wanna fear about future and I dont wanna be fixed on things that enchain me..I dont wanna live in the past and I also dont wanna live in the future..I wanna live here and now..and I wanna make the best out of my situation even if its not what I dream about..Jesus is with me thats the most important thing!!