Resting in gods arms..

its so good just to lie in gods arms and to know that Im safe.
what I absolutely love about my god is that Im allowed to tell him when Im uncontent and when I feel mad. Im allowed to shout out when I feel like it...and I can even cry before him when Im desperate..and he still loves me. and hes my comforter..and he takes me into his loving arms and tells me that everythings alright as long as Im with him - and hes right!!
so I just sat underneath a tree this afternoon and I just felt like talking, telling, shouting to god and thats exactly what I did.
when I sat there I suddenly realized its not that bad..I saw the wonderful nature around me. I saw the creation of God. and I thought about that he would never forget me when he even cares about the flowers on the fields. And it was so good to rest in his presence after this week full of work, stress and disappointments..
I really decided to do this more often...even if I think I wouldnt have time between all the stress and the school-life and stuff..I will take my time..because if I dont do that I lose all the strength..and without the strength that only Jesus can give Im lost in this world..because Im not strong enough to stand the fight against this world alone..
Because Jesus said in John 15,18 "If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first"
and thats okay as long as I know that he goes with me through the world that hates me..because if he does theres nothing that could bring me down - NOTHING!