lifestyles I dont wanna see no more...

sometimes, when I look at the people around me I just can´t understand the world anymore...
what is goin on here??
some people really hadnt a good life and they experienced a lot of rubbish...
but in every case someday there ame somebody who heped them and who really supports them and stuff..
but just how life is, those people leave someday..and what happens then??
Everyone falls back into his habits and his "old lifestyle"...
why??? I mean, yeah, it often happens that you get disappointed or hurt by other people..and of course thats not very great but..that ALWAYS happens!
what do u expect from this life? that everyone will always stay by your side? of course there will be people who will never leave and I´m truly glad about this fact..but not everyone will.
And if someone helps you to change your life...why falling back into old life when he´s gone?
Don´t you change for yourself?? so that YOUR life is better?? dont you see that your life is worth living? that YOU are worth living??
Folks, please open your eyes!!!
I get very sad when I see and hear about people who just sit at home and dont get their ass ANYWHERE...I feel so sorry for them! the only thing I wanna do is pick them up at home and just spend a wonderful day with them, showing how to LIVE!!!
and what is even worse: people who destroy themselves because they got hurt...
I always beloged to that kind of people too..but since I found my identity in jesus I see no sense in that way of living anymore..
He made me free, he released me of all that bullshit I´ve done in my life..he forgave me everything...why should I go on and blame myself?? why should I bear stuff that I dont need to bear no longer?
Come on guys, stand up and just LIVE!!!