out-time needed!!

why the hell does this always happen to me??
I only sit here and wait and wait, doing nothing..
why can´t I just back my bags and fly away? why do I have to stay?? Jesus just take me away please..

damn I miss u but u really dont understand.u would never...

I´ll go now, take some time to talk to my wonderful daddy because I REALLY need advice..
help me lord..aaaaaaah!