learning, going on,...

one more time I feel the hate coming up inside of me..
I really dont want it..but how you talk...that ex and the ex before that ex..that sounds ugly..it sounds like you would dispose us one by one..
why the hell do I even think yout you?? Sometimes I think you´re really not worth it..why do I even waste ONE thought???

we´ve been to the streets again today..I really hadn´t success with ANYONE^^
but I think God nevertheless teached me something today: he showed me that it´s not necessarily about speaking to someone or praying for anybody..
it´s about patience, and I have to admit that I haven´t got enough of it ;)
so I didn´t talk to anybody and I didn´t pray for anyone but Ilearned something and what is also great that I finally had the chane to find some people to build a group with..
it´s my desire since I´ve been to the pioneer-seminar at the zeltstadt, where the thought of a group raised in my mind. A group where we pray a lot. Pray for our region, for the people around us, for revival in krichheim and around ;), and for everything else thats important for us. and where we also go out to the streets more often to talk to people, tell them about God, pray for them or just being friendly to them.
but where we also can be honest and tell about our life, our problems, our experiences with god. and also where it doesn´t work out like we would like it.
just an open space for all the people who are really BURNING FOR GOD!!
and I´m really lookin foreward to our meetings because I think we´ll have a very good time, and up to now we are 4 very motivated people who wanna see more of God and we wanna see him doing some changes in our region! and we are ready to do something for a change and to go for Gods Kingdom on earth! And I really think we´re on a GOOD way!!