lonely, but staying quiet

all I need
is the air I breathe
and a place to rest my head

and actually I wanna scream and cry my soul out and I wanna tell it everyone because I just think it could help me in any way but I know it´s senseless to talk because there´s nothing I can do, nothing won´t change through that so I stay quiet and stay in my little room to cry it out..
slowly I´m fading away..and sometimes I hope that I would never come back...

Now I'm sitting on a plane
Lonely flight back to L.A.
Don't come back with me
So I'll drink myself to sleep
Cut my skin until I bleed
Hold my breath all the night

Cause it's 5 o'clock
The hour stops the sunlight
And the buildings shade the masquerade and kill time

Hear the sound
She was naked on the ground
Till I whispered in her ear
Come away, watch the dawn break through the day
Till the sun is underneath

Cause it's 5 o'clock
The hour stops the sunlight
And the buildings shade the masquerade and kill time
Here we're nothing more than fools and whores and sad highs
Through the summer sand, we're living in
We're living in a wasteland

It's a wasteland
It's a wasteland
It's a wasteland for me

And we're nothing more than fools and whores and sad highs
Through the summer sand, we're living in
We're living in a wasteland

It's a wasteland
It's a wasteland
It's a wasteland for me
For me