Hamburg..

well I´m back from Hamburg..and I´m more than glad about that..
well nice city..but not for me!
it´s too big, too dirty, too loud and the people are very busy..they are so elegant..they drive big expensive cars..the u-bahn station is very confusing and EVERYTHING´s just too big and too confusing..I never thought I could say I´m glad to come back to owen, but really: I AM!!
whatever..now I´m here again and it´s not much better than one week ago..Still feel empty and doon´t know what to do..I hadn´t much time for myself in Hamburg..I hadn´t time to think about some things and I couldn´t make decisions I should make as fast as I can..
I went to St. Pauli two times..and it shocked me..I knew that there would be a lot of sex-stuff..but I didn´t know it´s that hard! ugly..I´m sorry but really..
I´ve been at the Timmendorfer beach, and it was really awesome..first time after 3 years that I´ve been at the sea..what a feeling..for a few hours I really felt good..
back here everythings just like before..but I´m lookin foreward to domino tomorrow because katrin´s gonna preach and I´m sure it will be awesome!
And yes, Jesus really loves me..cos two days ago, on thursday I wrote samu if there´s a chance to go to the zeltstadt as staff member..and hey, it´s really possible..the funny thing is that zeltstart begins at sunday next week..I didn´t really believe that I would have a chance..but I will be there and it´s soooo good to know that! Thanks God!!!