holidays

I´m free!
notyet forever..but at least for the next 6-7 weeks..and people, you don´t know how it feels like:
all the stress, the mental and the physical pressure is falling from me.
no more trying to reach things you can´t reach, no more reason to feel like a loser, no more conflicts with people who have your whole future in their hands, no more unfairness and no BWL-teacher who just tells me I´m not good enough!
this year it´s MY SUMMER!
I´ll go to the zeltstadt and I´m sure god is moving foreward with me..step by step, slowly but surely!
I´ll go to Taize (pray that everything goes right), I think it will be a time full of freedom, peace and a good chance to spend some time (really alone) with Kaddi, because she heals my heart!
when everything goes right I even go to Hockenheim which is wonderful because I think what the gallants do is amazing and I love spending time just to sit there ans listen to their wonderful music or to what they pray and preach! thank god for all those wonderful chances I get this summer, to see him move, to see him move ME and yeah, I wanna see miracles lord, because I know you´re a big, almight and most of all a LIVING god and you still change the world!
I´m lookin foreward!