purity2

one more time today its about purity.
Im cleanin my room at the moment..and one more time I realize how much junk I own..
some things that are at least 5 years old and that I will NEVER ever use again...si I have to learn just to throw it away..and thats pretty hard for me..Im really not someone who throws away something he doesnt need anymore (would be much easier if I would be, becos then my room would be filled with the half of all the stuff I own).
but isnt it the same with our hearts? there are things/moments/persons/times that are long gone..but can we let it go and "throw it away"?? often we cant..so theres lots of rubbish within our hearts that we need to throw away, only when we do that we get free...
oh folks thats so complicated and so hard..
the more I get pure inside I want to be pure outside and also I want my room to be clean (which sometimes seems to be the hardest part to get pure ;)..the more I clean up the more old stuff comes out of everycorner of my room (and also of every corner of my heart).
I started at the beginning of the year with cleaning up and with getting pure (well, I just didnt called it "pure")..but its such a long process and Im not approximately ready...its such a long walk..but in the meantime Im at the point where I at least REALLY wanna get pure..Id dint always wanted to be it..
so if anyones interested to go this way too, just join me..its always easier to be not alone - for everyone!