He IS in control

sometimes Im such a stressful person..
I always wanna make everything on my own, I always wanna plan everything, I wanna know things immediatley...I want solutions for problems right now...
and there is one VERY important thing I forget when I am like that: GOD has everything in his hand.
He has a plan that is much bigger than what I expect and what I plan..its perfect and better than any plan I make could be..he LOVES me and he would never do anything thats not good for me.
IM GONNA FIND MY WAY...why shouldnt I??
the bible says in Mat. 6, 25-34:
25 Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26 Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27 Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? 28 And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labour or spin. 29 Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendour was dressed like one of these. 30 If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31 So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32 For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
so why do I always try to find answers and solutions for any problems..I guess I should really CHILL now and let it come like it comes..God is gonna do it alright..I wont make it any way...
So now Im gonna share some freetime, watchin some TV with my daddy just to chill out a bit..
HES GOT EVERYTHING IN HIS HAND..so why should I go on makin myself crazy??
Hes gonna bring me to the job I should do, hes gonna bring me to the bible school in bristol if he wants me there, he´ll bring me to an university someday if he wants me to study...
so everythings gonna be alright...THANKS FOR YOUR MERCY JESUS!!