Im alive!!

its so good to feel free.
and its even better to feel alive!
after this examination today a load of sorrow fell from my heart..
sometimes i think im way too scared about such things and i destroy my own life through it.
but i dont wanna think about it any longer..Im free now and it feels sooo good!
just went for a walk the last hour and it was so wonderful to walk through the fields and to know that god is here and that I have to fear nothing...
the sun was shining warm on my face and the wind blew through my hair.
had some good music with me..but sometimes I wonder why those songs make me feel in a special way..I know that I listened to them at special times and they remind me about something but I just dont know what..
but Im just glad to have a lil bit freetime now..well okay, now some classmates are coming and we have to write some abstracts for our essay but I guess its gonna be fun somehow..
thank Jesus...he makes my whole life worth living!!