missing u..

how should I gon on when Im still in love with u??

cause if one day you wake up
and find that you´re missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be

what if I woke up and found that Im missing u???
what if I absolutely have no clue what to do??
what if I want but I cant??
what if I would like to on the one hand but I dont want on the other?
what if my heart loves being free and doing what I want to
but my heart also loves u??
what if I dont know what I want?
what if I cant make this decision??