soar like an eagle..

Im reli amazed of how God is using me when I dont even realize it!!
today a girl told me that she gets inspired everytime she hears something of me or when we have SBK..
thats so cool to know becos I wouldnt think that ppl think in that way of me..
and the funny thing is that I reli esteem her because shes such a nice and such a lovely girl with so much love for the world around her.
I reli like her and I hope God tells me some more stuff about her so that I can encourage her!

another great thing about today is that I realized how big my fathers love must be for me..
and that he reli wants to make me free.
a few weeks ago someone gave me a picture of an eagle that is breakin the chains..hes cryin but hes flying away..that means he gets free and hes flying..
that was a prophetc picture for me, and I love it. It encourages me everytime I look at it and I believe that God will make me free from all the wrong thoughts and all the lies that are in my heart. he will make me free from the pain I experienced becos ppl treated me wrong.
he will make my soul free from sorrows and doubts.
and today someone sent me a CD they just recorded..and theres one song where God just showed me one sentence..it says "oh father, father look, my wings they fly...on the winds of love to soar with you on high."
it feels like that would be an addition to the picture.
I just had such a good resting time in gods arms backwards..it was sooo good that I almost fell asleep...Its unbelievable becos I reli didnt sleep that good the last time..but when I wake up again I felt reli fit and reli good. Just like God put some strength into my heart again so that I can go on tomorrow and the rest of the week.
Everythings pretty exhausting at the moment and I dont feel good about goin to school becos I know it will be over soon and Im pretty scared about what comes afterwards..but I know that God has a plan that is bigger than my sorrow..and I think I know what Ive got to do..its just a bit hard becos I know its not reli what my parents want me to do but..its my way, not theirs! thats something they need to learn and something I have to live with!
God is with me, he makes me strong. And Im gonna soar like an eagle..with his love under my waings..he will carry me!