aaah!!

this is so damn crazy..
Kaddi and me r reli playin at the christmasrock tonite..
and the more I think about the more I get a reeeeli bad feeling about it..
not becos I think we r not good enough..but becos there will be many ppl and I will be soooooo excited, who knows what Im gonna do wrong when Im excited??
huuuuh I dont wanna think about that..
I was lying awake the half night and Im not even tired.
Im tryin to do as many other things as possible to do everything but not think about this evenin..
I even watered the flowers, thats something I didnt do for 3 years^^
I see, I get crazy!! :D

actually I believe that god will make it alright..why shouldnt he? we are his children and he loves us. We just need to pray..and thats what Im gonna do..