not good enough

I wish I culd make u see how much it hurts to hear all the stuff u tell me day by day..
u wont ever tell me u r proud of me, and slowly I reli start to believe that u easily just arent proud..not even a bit.
it hurts to see that u wish u would have a daughter whos not like me..
I see no way how we could ever be alright..I see no way how I culd ever get happy here..as long as u tell me that everything I do isnt right..its just simply not good enough.
I AM not good enough..and I never will be for u!
seems like i wuld have to walk this life alone..without ur support..thats the way life goes..