huuuh...i hate waiting

I hate hangin around, waiting, doing nothing...thats abolutely NOT what makes me happy..
but I cant do anything else at the moment because everything else seems even more senseless..
could´ve go to the midnight-shopping in kirchheim to meet some people from my class..but I was too lazy..and to be honest I wasnt very interested about it..
so I sit and watch stupid series and drink some kaba and wait for something to happen but nothing happens..well I actually dont even know what I´m waiting for but..aaaah I really get desperate..school starts in a week and I really dont know how to handle..it makes me depressive to think about school because I hate it..
but I don´t wanna be depressive because I actually have no reason to be...god really offered me some wonderful stuff the last few weeks and he still does, I should be amazed..well I am amazed but today I really felt displeased..whatever..
tomorrow is a new day, I´ll meet a nice person and I´m lookin foreward because I didn´t saw her for about 2 years. but shes been to england for a few months and I think we got a lot to talk about because I think god works in her life just like he does in mine..
oh yes...tomorrow is a different day!