LOVE vs HATE

I hate dreams and I hate falling back..
I hate thoughts I don´t wanna have and I also hate it when I have the feeling I did no step since 2 years..in fact that´s not true of course..but sometimes it feels like it and it´s annoying..
I also hate that sweden lost the soccergame against russia..but all of that is nothing against the hate for my school.
the GFS was shit, my teacher is a real asshole (I´m sorry) and tomorrow I have to go through 4 hours BWL..could it be worse? I couldn´t imagine any subject that is as horrible as this one..whatever..

One more time in my life I realize how much hate surrounds me and is IN me..and I don´t want that, because I wanna be a child of god, and I wanna shine out gods LOVE, and not the HATE of satan. Unfortunetely it´s not that easy to love evrything and everyone..there are so many challenges and also disappointments in life and it´s really hard to answer with love..but I think that´s what I want to improve..
More love in this world..if we start to give love, someday we´ll get it back!