Holding on to you lord..

sometimes it´s really hard to hold on to god..
because there are times in life where nothing seems to go right in any way..future is not sure, some people are strange and some moments are disappointing..
and there is so much incomprehension and there are so many doubts people give you through their behaviour..
but there´s one thing that I know: jesus has his way for me..sometimes it´s hard to understand why he picks this way of all things..but he has a plan and he knows what he´s doing..I´m just trying to hold on to jesus and I´ll just pray and pray that he would show me the right way..about england, about future and about my teacher..this situation is really hard..actually I don´t wanna go to his lessons anymore..but it´s not that easy..
but today in schoool I just listened to one song, and I found that it could tell my story..

The broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can't stop tomorrow
From stealing all my time

And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged and messed
Like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

The broken laws were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
They're looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
Is the healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see whether you will go my way
I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will
I'll be okay

Broken lights on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
Haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

I'm holding on
I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you
(Lifehouse - Broken)