losing life..

Search your heart, you know you can't deny it
Come on, lose your life just so you can find it
The Father gave his only son just to save us

thanks..I guess that´s my answer..lose your life just so you can find it...
that´s what I´m doing at the moment..I´m losing my whole life..I´ll break up school, don´t know which way to go after that..wanna go to england but my parents are strictly against that..I don´t even know where I will be in 3 months..but I still believe Jesus has his way for me..and he will go that way with me..and even it will be hard I´ll follow him..
there´s no compromise and no way back..I told jesus to take my life fully and to clean up and take out everything that´s bad..he does..it´s so painful, it´s so hard..I knew it would be hard but I didn´t know it was THAT hard..but that´s no reason to give up..that´s just one more reason to go on because I see god is moving!
everything will go it´s way and it will be right..!!