damn I need money..
I sell my summer breeze ticket..it´s hard because I really was looking foreward to that festival..but there´s no other way to get where I want..
thanks to my parents for you fully (haha..) encouragement and assistance...
they say i do everything because I want to annoy them, that I wanna go to school of a sect, that I´m crazy and dumb and they won´t support me in any way..
they won´t give me money, they won´t give me a yes..the only thing he is saying is that he can´t hold me here..
and that´s a fact..if YOU don´t help me I´m very disappointed..I don´t want your money or something..I only want your understanding..but I have to face the fact it´s too much for you.
But if god wants me to I´ll get to england..I have NO plan how this should work..I´m really disappointed about their thinking about me..bus what to do?? it´s MY life, not theirs!
It will be alright, and maybe I´ll really go there..and if that is the way I´ll get there without the support of my parents..it hurts a lot..but I guess that´s life..