Donnerstag, 17. April 2008

healing in time?

oooooh maaaann..
bei manchen dingen hab ich das gefuehl sie werden mich noch ewig beschaeftigen..
dazu gehoert unter anderem mein scheiss fuehrerschein..eigentlich haett ich ihn einfach gerne..
aber s gibt immernoch TAUSEND sachen die ich falsch mach..-.-und ueberhaupt nur wenn ich an dir pruefung denk wird mir speiuebel..ich krieg ja schon fast die krise wenn hinten jemand drin hockt..und wenn das auch noch der pruefer is? aaaaah!
wie kann man sowas ueberhaupt schaffen?

A windstorm dropped a bird from the sky
It fell to the ground and it's wings broke and died
But when the time got by, back to sky it flied
'cause the wings healed in time and the bird was I

Time is the death and the healing
Take your last breath, 'cause death is deceiving
Time is the past, now and tomorrow
Days fly so fast and it leaves me so hollow

A snowstorm blew inside a wolf's eyes
and the frozen tears covered all the mountainsides
But then the time got by and the wolf died
and someday that wolf would be I

Time is the death and the healing
Take your last breath, 'cause death is deceiving
Time is the past, now and tomorrow
Days fly so fast and it leaves me so hollow
(Wintersun - Death and the healing)


when I was a child I thought that time could really heal everything..
when I grew up I needed to experience that there are things that unfortunetely can´t be healed in time because they hurt too much.
and now, when I´m a bit older and I have got a bit more life-experience I feel like there are things I´ll never get over, even after years it still hurts and is can´t be forgotten.
Once I read a sentence that said: "time can´t heal your scars..it only helps you to live with them"
and I think that´s the fact.
maybe there are really some things that can be heal in time. I believe that.
but there are always things that still feel horrible, even if years gone by.
even when you think you got over them, someday you realize that it´s not that easy, that you´re still hurt and it feels like it will never go away.
and I learned one thing: maybe time can´t heal these things..but JESUS can!
I experienced that only jesus could help me..when everyone left, and even time didn´t help there was jesus and he always made it right.
I know I´m still hurt, even if it´s more than one year from now..and I know that it will take another long time to get over it.
but now I know that I have to give it all to jesus. I know he can heal me, I know that someday I´ll be free from pain and sorrow because he reigns in my life and he will make it right.
yes, that´s it jesus..I give it all to you.
take my life, take my pain and sorrow and also take my joy..you´ll make the best out of it, I know it. cause you are the only one who can heal all the scars within me..that´s it!

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