what I am to you...

what I am to you is not real
what I am to you, you do not need
what I am to you is not what you mean to me
you give me miles and miles of mountains
and I´ll ask for the sea


I don´t know how to go on with you..
I don´t know what I am to you.
I feel like I could be replaced by EVERYONE.
I don´t see how you care about me just like I do.
I´m good when you need me around,
but it´s exactly that easy to push me away when you "can´t have anyone around you".
Am I ANYONE for you?
nothing more? is THAT what I am to you?
Sometimes I feel like SHIT beneath you.
Like that stupid little loser who tries to get your attention when I need YOU.
but you don´t care at all.
you come when you need me and go when you don´t need me.
I did anything for you to feel alright but you just tell me to stay away.
just because you´re ill..
am I that less worth for you? is hat what I am to you?