you can´t take me, I´m free

sometimes in life you need to fight..
fight against things that don´t go your way..
fight against people which want to ruin you..
yes sometimes there are people who want to bring you down and ruin your whole life with everything they do and say..
but it´s your life and you need to fight and find your own way..
find yourself, do what you like and want, and not what other people tell you.
and when they don´t like you for who you are just say "i don´t care" because noone has got the right to tell you what to do.

Got to fight another fight - I gotta run another night
Get it out - check it out
I'm on my way and I don't feel right
I gotta get me back - I can't be beat and that's a fact
It's OK - I'll find a way
You ain't gonna take me down no way
Don't judge a thing until you know what's inside it
Dont' push me - I'll fight it
Never gonna give in - never gonna give it up no
If you can't catch a wave then your'e never gonna ride
You can't come uninvited
Never gonna give in - never gonna give up no
You can't take me I'm free

Why did it all go wrong? - I wanna know what's going on
And what's this holding me?
I'm not where I supposed to be
I gotta fight another fight
I gotta fight will all my might
I'm getting out , so check it out
Ya, you're in my way
So you better watch out
(Bryan Adams - You can´t take me)



and I´m on my way...:)

you can´t take me
I´M FREE!

und das kann mir keiner nehmen

how right it is..
how can people sometimes say it´s the end when they don´t even know how it goes on..?
and there´s no sad end because everything will be alright in the end..
and maybe sometimes we can´t see what could me good about a thing or a situation, but everything has got it´s sense.
maybe there will be a completely different situation as we wish in the end..
but maybe this situation is much better as we thought.
so always remember..if it´s not okay it´s not the end!

Just hold me

sometimes I think back and I remember old times..
and sometimes I realize that there were some sad things and that I´m still hurt..
although I really don´t want to be..
and I still remember special moments..some memories that will never be forgotten..
the look into these eyes so beautiful..
moments spent with persons which mean a lot to me
and that one moment I spoke out what I thought for months..
and I notice that I still know everything..
every moment, every touch, every look..everything.
and sometimes it´s not so bad..
but in other times it hurts like hell..
and I know I´ll never forget this time in my life..
I´ll never forget anything..

Comfortable as I am
I need your reassurance
And comfortable as you are
You count the days

But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know

And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
still care

You say you see the light now
At the end of this narrow hall
I wish it didn't matter
I wish I didn't give you all

But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know

And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care

Poor little misunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can't remember life without him
I think I did have good days
I think I did have good days

And Why ....
Why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
(Maria Mena - Just hold me)

Kreativitaet ahoi!!^^

ohjaaaa^^
Kaddi und ich sind sooo toll^^
die letzten beiden tage waren wohl die gemeinsam kreativsten Tage unseres leben xD
erst ham wir gestern unser begabung der modernen kunst zu papier gebracht und ein paar...aehm ja...sagen wir mal Kreaturen gemalt:


so also wir sind uebelst kreativ oder?? so richtig kuenstlerisch begabt^^
jaja wir wissen das schon, ihr muessts uns nich mehr sagn..^^
dazu kam dann heute unsere zweite Bandprobe (schon sehr viel erfolgreicher als die erste).
wir hams nunmal wirklich geschafft n lied zusammen zu ueberarbeiten und aufzunehmen und bei myspace hochzuladen! es ist zu bewundern und zu bestaunen auf www.myspace.com/stromausfall9
ja ganz toll sind wir oder?
ich sags euch gleich, miese quali weil wir leider nur unseren mp3-Player "Dosenbier" zum aufnehmen haben..
aber jaja..jeder faengt mal klein an..
wir hatten ehute sogar schon unseren ersten auftritt mit unserem leid :D
vor 20 leutenoder so^^
okay war ziemlich ungwollt eigentlich...und zumindest von meiner gesanglichen leistung her ziemlich schlecht..aber whatever..^^
also so gesehen..ein kreativ-hoch!^^ es leben die zeiten der kreativitaet..denn DAS sind die besten ;)

spring

There´s nothing more beautiful than spring..
when the winter´s gone away and the summer isn´t that far away..
Spring..when the grass is coming out and when it has that wonderful fresh green.
when I hear the birds singing when I wake up, and through the whole day.
when the sun´s shining warm and tickles in my face.
when flower´s flourish, when they bring some color into this world and a wonderful odor.
I love these wonderful walks through fields and meadows..all alone on my own...when I´ve got enough time to think aabout many things in my life.
I also love these rides through the forest..the feeling of beeing carried by an animal that´s so much stronger than me...
All these things are giving me a feeling of freedom and peace
and it´s so wonderful..

Ilse de Lange - I still cry

I'm making flowers out of paper
While darkness takes the afternoon
I know that they won't last forever
But real ones fade away to soon

Chorus :
I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and I know you're alright now
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry

It's just that I recall September
It's just that I still hear your song
It's just I can't seem to remember
Forever more those days are gone

Chorus :
I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and I know you're alright now
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry

I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and i know you're alright now
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry


das is einfach n wunderschoenes lied..
irgendwannmal will ich auch solche lieder schreiben koennen...
cause every song tells a story...

broken friendship

Step one you say we need to talk
she walks you say sit down it's just a talk
she smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As she goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life


isn´t it strange?
sometimes in life you get to know lovely people..
and sometimes other people disappoint you and you know you never can trust this person again and it will never ever be the same..
it´s hard to lose a friend..and it´s much harder when it´s a very good friend who knows almost everything about you.
sometimes people become different from each other and you can´t share the same opinion..the attitude is completely different and there are no common interests anymore.
it hurts to lose a friend.
but sometimes you just have to be strong enough to let go.
you need to have the strength to accept that people come and go and that just real friends stay forever...
when a friendship breaks apart something is wrong and so it´s not meant to be forever.
so...

goodbye, goodbye my friend
goodbye, goodbye my love



and so we see each other only in a broken mirror
and we both know it´s over..

Rainy days

a rainy day..
and everything seems to be grey..
the sky hasn´t got any blue area
just a thousand raindrops that are falling from heaven..
just like someone´s crying..
it seems like these days wouldn´t have anything good..
the sky´s grey, the whole world is grey and my mood is grey too..and also my mind.
and if it´s in addition the day when school starts again it seems like the whole day is an only misery..
but I guess maybe it isn´t really that bad
flowers need the rain as much as the sunshine..
and maybe we all need a refreshing rainshower sometimes

Skispringen

Fliegen...ohne fluegel, ohne flugzeug..und als mensch!
Wie soll das gehen?
Das kann nur eine art von menschen..ja genau, skispringer!! :)
Eine meiner großen Lieben..
Ich stells mir so toll vor mal so um die 120 meter zu fliegen..nur mit skiern und sonst gar nichts.
Irgendwie hab ich den sport so n bisschen aus den augen verloren die letzte zeit..aber jetzt war ja Skiflug-WM in sapporo und da hab ichs mal wieder angeschaut, und es hat mir soo spass gemacht :)
Ich muss das in naechster zeit mal wieder n bisschen weiter verfolgen..
Und dann dacht ich ich muss hier zu ehren dieser unglaublich mutigen leute n eintrag schreiben und n paar meiner lieblingsspringer hier reinstellen..sie hams verdient :)
Wenns euch nich intressiert..diesen post einfach ueberspringen..aber es ist ein teil von mir :D

Als erstes mal Janne Ahonen, der Finne der (fast!^^) nie lacht weil er der ansicht ist er sei an der schanze um gute spruenge zu machen und nicht um zu lachen ;)


Als naechsten den Finnen Harri Olli der bei der WM ueberragende Leistungen gezeigt hat und beim Einzelspringen zweiter wurde..ganz knuffiger bursche der junge :)


Matti Hautamaeki (ebenfalls Finne wie man unschwer erkennen kann) darf ich natuerlich nicht vergessen..war der erste finne den ich jemals toll fand :)


Weiter geht’s mit noch nem Finnen (mensch immer diese finnen :P) namens Veli-Matti Lindstroem, der leider gerade nicht mitspringt (warum auch immer..zu schlecht wahrscheinlich :( ).


Kommen wir zu einem anderen (allerdings auch skandinavischen^^) land. Der Norweger Roar Ljoekelsoey, der frueher mit 6 oder so meine absolut grosse liebe war :D (was ich heute zumindest bei dem Anblick nicht mehr so ganz verstehen kann ;) ). Aber er ist trotzdem immer noch toll!


Nun mal nen deutschen (ja, beim skispringen mag ich sogar auch die deutschen ;) )Stephan Hocke..mein Starling xD


Ein weiterer deutscher toller Springer ist Joerg Ritzerfeld..


Und natuerlich nicht zu vergessen Martin Schmitt nach dem ich frueher sogar so verreuckt war das ich mir ne Milkakappe gekauft hab...^^


Und zu guter letzt dann noch den netten japaner Kazuyoshi Funaki, von dem man zur zeit leider auch nichts mehr sieht...:(

Joa das wars mal so an Springern die ich sehr toll find (den rest find ich trotzdem auch toll^^)
Ich hatte einfach das gefuehl ich muesste meiner Liebe mal ausdruck verleihen und das hier reinschreiben^^

Sail away

Sail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hands
Sail away with me honey now, now, now
Sail away with me
What will be will be I wanna hold you now
(David Gray - Sail away)


I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice..
(Augustana - Boston)


is it so easy just to sail away?
where will you strand?
what will expect you?
I guess it´s not that easy just to leave...
cause you´re alone..
you have to leave people you like, your customs and the city you grew up..
you have to stand on your own and you´ve got nobody who tells you that everything´s alright when you feel like your world´s going down..

but you´ll learn to live on your own..
you´ll get to know some new people, well and maybe you´ll find someone who will be an important person till the end of your life.
maybe you even find a place somewhere in the world where you feel like home
maybe you can make a new start, begin a new life somewhere far away from "home".
or maybe you find out that your home, the place you stayed all your life, the place that pissed you off so bad isn´t that bad you thought all the time...maybe you´ll learn to admire your home.



I wanna sail away..
into a new life..leave everything behind for a while
and maybe I´d come back as a new person..
and maybe I´d come back and I´d be happy to be back and to have back all the people I like..
there´s no reason to stay here all the time..
you can always come back home..

It's a long way from Miami to LA
It's a longer way from yesterday
To where I am today

It's a long way from my thoughts
To what I'll say
It's a long, long way from paradise
To where I am today

All that's in my head
Is in Your hands

It's a long way from
The moon up to the sun
It's a longer road ahead of me
The road that I've begun

Stop to think of all the
Time I've lost
Start to think of all the
Bridges that I've burned
That must be crossed

Over, over, over
Take me over

I've been poison
I've been rain
I've been fooled again

I've seen ashes
Shine like chrome
Someday I'll see home

Home, home

I can see the stars
From way down here
But I can't fall asleep
Behind the wheel

It's a long way from the
Shadows in my cave
Up to Your reality to
Watch the sunlight taking over

Over, over, over
Take me over

I've been poison
I've been rain
I've been fooled again

I've seen ashes
Shine like chrome
Someday I'll see home

Home, home
(Switchfoot - Home)