thank you for the cross

yeaahh...es ist LILA!! <3
es gibt (fast) keine tollere Farbe und ich hab sie endlich innen haaren..

ansonsten ist heut ostern.. EIGENTLICH n sehr besonderer tag...jesus auferstehung und so.. ja ich weiss das das alles wirklich nicht selbstverstaendlich war.. allerdings.. nervt mich dieses ganze getue schon wieder.. Ostern...das heisst einen auf heile schoene Familie machen, sich muehe geben zu jedem nett zu sein vllt mal kurz daran denken warum man das alles feiert (oder eben auch gar nicht)..und am naechsten Tag is alles wieder ganz normal.. Okay, es spricht wirklich nichts dagegen wenn man sich bemueht nett zueinander zu sein..nur, sollte man das nicht jeden tag? nicht nur an ostern weil da n "familienfest" ist...? genauso rennen an ostern manche leute in die kirche obwohl sie sonst nie einen fuß hineinsetzen..was bringt euch das? kult? tradition? ja mag sein..aber ist das nicht normalerweise gegen euer prinzip? ja ich gebs zu..ich war heute nicht in der kirche..aber das hat auch nen ganz einfachen grund..naemlich das ich keinen sinn darin sehe mich in nen gottesdienst zu begeben zu dem ich sonst NIE gehe, nur weil eben ostern ist. ich kann genauso gut daheim gott ehren und ich weiss das das fuer mich persoenlich sinnvoller ist als in irgendeine kirche zu rennen in der ich mich nicht wohl fuehle nur weil es mal eben tradition ist und immer so war. okay, natuerlich darf das jeder so handhaben wie er will..aber ich fuer mich hab diesen weg gewaehlt und ich hoff gott ist zufrieden damit..

never have I seen such a LOVE
and father, into YOUR hands I commend all of me..

the last words jesus spoke at the cross were:
"Father, into your hands I commend my spirit"

I think these are one of the most important words jesus ever spoke...
can you see what that means?
he´s giving himself up for US..
and he fully relys on god, his heavenly father..
and that´s what we should do too.
I know, most of the time I don´t act like this.. but we all should try..
of course we can´t make it..because we´re all sinners...but exactly that´s why Jesus died for us!

a piece of my new song :)

Come with me
fly with me
far away
dream with me
sail with me
to paradise

can´t you see
you´re all I need
noone else
it´s you I see
in my dreams
all the time

Holidays!!

Es ist sooo herrlich die ferien einfach zu geniessen und das zu tun was man will..
genug zeit um musik zu machen, genug zeit um abends wegzugehn, genug zeit um einfach mal nix zu tun!
gestern beim nix gut wars toll...hab mir nen gaaaanz tollen rock gekauft <3
und wenn alles gut laeuft hab ich bald lila haare ;)
entlich!! das is ja soooo tollööö^^
ja, ferien sind einfach toll..sowas brauch ich ;)
und heut abend gehts noch zum miracles..mal schaun wie das so wird ne^^
I´m looking foreward..:D

you can´t take me, I´m free

sometimes in life you need to fight..
fight against things that don´t go your way..
fight against people which want to ruin you..
yes sometimes there are people who want to bring you down and ruin your whole life with everything they do and say..
but it´s your life and you need to fight and find your own way..
find yourself, do what you like and want, and not what other people tell you.
and when they don´t like you for who you are just say "i don´t care" because noone has got the right to tell you what to do.

Got to fight another fight - I gotta run another night
Get it out - check it out
I'm on my way and I don't feel right
I gotta get me back - I can't be beat and that's a fact
It's OK - I'll find a way
You ain't gonna take me down no way
Don't judge a thing until you know what's inside it
Dont' push me - I'll fight it
Never gonna give in - never gonna give it up no
If you can't catch a wave then your'e never gonna ride
You can't come uninvited
Never gonna give in - never gonna give up no
You can't take me I'm free

Why did it all go wrong? - I wanna know what's going on
And what's this holding me?
I'm not where I supposed to be
I gotta fight another fight
I gotta fight will all my might
I'm getting out , so check it out
Ya, you're in my way
So you better watch out
(Bryan Adams - You can´t take me)



and I´m on my way...:)

you can´t take me
I´M FREE!

und das kann mir keiner nehmen

how right it is..
how can people sometimes say it´s the end when they don´t even know how it goes on..?
and there´s no sad end because everything will be alright in the end..
and maybe sometimes we can´t see what could me good about a thing or a situation, but everything has got it´s sense.
maybe there will be a completely different situation as we wish in the end..
but maybe this situation is much better as we thought.
so always remember..if it´s not okay it´s not the end!

Just hold me

sometimes I think back and I remember old times..
and sometimes I realize that there were some sad things and that I´m still hurt..
although I really don´t want to be..
and I still remember special moments..some memories that will never be forgotten..
the look into these eyes so beautiful..
moments spent with persons which mean a lot to me
and that one moment I spoke out what I thought for months..
and I notice that I still know everything..
every moment, every touch, every look..everything.
and sometimes it´s not so bad..
but in other times it hurts like hell..
and I know I´ll never forget this time in my life..
I´ll never forget anything..

Comfortable as I am
I need your reassurance
And comfortable as you are
You count the days

But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know

And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
still care

You say you see the light now
At the end of this narrow hall
I wish it didn't matter
I wish I didn't give you all

But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know

And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care

Poor little misunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can't remember life without him
I think I did have good days
I think I did have good days

And Why ....
Why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
(Maria Mena - Just hold me)

Kreativitaet ahoi!!^^

ohjaaaa^^
Kaddi und ich sind sooo toll^^
die letzten beiden tage waren wohl die gemeinsam kreativsten Tage unseres leben xD
erst ham wir gestern unser begabung der modernen kunst zu papier gebracht und ein paar...aehm ja...sagen wir mal Kreaturen gemalt:


so also wir sind uebelst kreativ oder?? so richtig kuenstlerisch begabt^^
jaja wir wissen das schon, ihr muessts uns nich mehr sagn..^^
dazu kam dann heute unsere zweite Bandprobe (schon sehr viel erfolgreicher als die erste).
wir hams nunmal wirklich geschafft n lied zusammen zu ueberarbeiten und aufzunehmen und bei myspace hochzuladen! es ist zu bewundern und zu bestaunen auf www.myspace.com/stromausfall9
ja ganz toll sind wir oder?
ich sags euch gleich, miese quali weil wir leider nur unseren mp3-Player "Dosenbier" zum aufnehmen haben..
aber jaja..jeder faengt mal klein an..
wir hatten ehute sogar schon unseren ersten auftritt mit unserem leid :D
vor 20 leutenoder so^^
okay war ziemlich ungwollt eigentlich...und zumindest von meiner gesanglichen leistung her ziemlich schlecht..aber whatever..^^
also so gesehen..ein kreativ-hoch!^^ es leben die zeiten der kreativitaet..denn DAS sind die besten ;)

spring

There´s nothing more beautiful than spring..
when the winter´s gone away and the summer isn´t that far away..
Spring..when the grass is coming out and when it has that wonderful fresh green.
when I hear the birds singing when I wake up, and through the whole day.
when the sun´s shining warm and tickles in my face.
when flower´s flourish, when they bring some color into this world and a wonderful odor.
I love these wonderful walks through fields and meadows..all alone on my own...when I´ve got enough time to think aabout many things in my life.
I also love these rides through the forest..the feeling of beeing carried by an animal that´s so much stronger than me...
All these things are giving me a feeling of freedom and peace
and it´s so wonderful..

Ilse de Lange - I still cry

I'm making flowers out of paper
While darkness takes the afternoon
I know that they won't last forever
But real ones fade away to soon

Chorus :
I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and I know you're alright now
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry

It's just that I recall September
It's just that I still hear your song
It's just I can't seem to remember
Forever more those days are gone

Chorus :
I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and I know you're alright now
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry

I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and i know you're alright now
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry


das is einfach n wunderschoenes lied..
irgendwannmal will ich auch solche lieder schreiben koennen...
cause every song tells a story...

broken friendship

Step one you say we need to talk
she walks you say sit down it's just a talk
she smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As she goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life


isn´t it strange?
sometimes in life you get to know lovely people..
and sometimes other people disappoint you and you know you never can trust this person again and it will never ever be the same..
it´s hard to lose a friend..and it´s much harder when it´s a very good friend who knows almost everything about you.
sometimes people become different from each other and you can´t share the same opinion..the attitude is completely different and there are no common interests anymore.
it hurts to lose a friend.
but sometimes you just have to be strong enough to let go.
you need to have the strength to accept that people come and go and that just real friends stay forever...
when a friendship breaks apart something is wrong and so it´s not meant to be forever.
so...

goodbye, goodbye my friend
goodbye, goodbye my love



and so we see each other only in a broken mirror
and we both know it´s over..