Rainy days

a rainy day..
and everything seems to be grey..
the sky hasn´t got any blue area
just a thousand raindrops that are falling from heaven..
just like someone´s crying..
it seems like these days wouldn´t have anything good..
the sky´s grey, the whole world is grey and my mood is grey too..and also my mind.
and if it´s in addition the day when school starts again it seems like the whole day is an only misery..
but I guess maybe it isn´t really that bad
flowers need the rain as much as the sunshine..
and maybe we all need a refreshing rainshower sometimes

Skispringen

Fliegen...ohne fluegel, ohne flugzeug..und als mensch!
Wie soll das gehen?
Das kann nur eine art von menschen..ja genau, skispringer!! :)
Eine meiner großen Lieben..
Ich stells mir so toll vor mal so um die 120 meter zu fliegen..nur mit skiern und sonst gar nichts.
Irgendwie hab ich den sport so n bisschen aus den augen verloren die letzte zeit..aber jetzt war ja Skiflug-WM in sapporo und da hab ichs mal wieder angeschaut, und es hat mir soo spass gemacht :)
Ich muss das in naechster zeit mal wieder n bisschen weiter verfolgen..
Und dann dacht ich ich muss hier zu ehren dieser unglaublich mutigen leute n eintrag schreiben und n paar meiner lieblingsspringer hier reinstellen..sie hams verdient :)
Wenns euch nich intressiert..diesen post einfach ueberspringen..aber es ist ein teil von mir :D

Als erstes mal Janne Ahonen, der Finne der (fast!^^) nie lacht weil er der ansicht ist er sei an der schanze um gute spruenge zu machen und nicht um zu lachen ;)


Als naechsten den Finnen Harri Olli der bei der WM ueberragende Leistungen gezeigt hat und beim Einzelspringen zweiter wurde..ganz knuffiger bursche der junge :)


Matti Hautamaeki (ebenfalls Finne wie man unschwer erkennen kann) darf ich natuerlich nicht vergessen..war der erste finne den ich jemals toll fand :)


Weiter geht’s mit noch nem Finnen (mensch immer diese finnen :P) namens Veli-Matti Lindstroem, der leider gerade nicht mitspringt (warum auch immer..zu schlecht wahrscheinlich :( ).


Kommen wir zu einem anderen (allerdings auch skandinavischen^^) land. Der Norweger Roar Ljoekelsoey, der frueher mit 6 oder so meine absolut grosse liebe war :D (was ich heute zumindest bei dem Anblick nicht mehr so ganz verstehen kann ;) ). Aber er ist trotzdem immer noch toll!


Nun mal nen deutschen (ja, beim skispringen mag ich sogar auch die deutschen ;) )Stephan Hocke..mein Starling xD


Ein weiterer deutscher toller Springer ist Joerg Ritzerfeld..


Und natuerlich nicht zu vergessen Martin Schmitt nach dem ich frueher sogar so verreuckt war das ich mir ne Milkakappe gekauft hab...^^


Und zu guter letzt dann noch den netten japaner Kazuyoshi Funaki, von dem man zur zeit leider auch nichts mehr sieht...:(

Joa das wars mal so an Springern die ich sehr toll find (den rest find ich trotzdem auch toll^^)
Ich hatte einfach das gefuehl ich muesste meiner Liebe mal ausdruck verleihen und das hier reinschreiben^^

Sail away

Sail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hands
Sail away with me honey now, now, now
Sail away with me
What will be will be I wanna hold you now
(David Gray - Sail away)


I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice..
(Augustana - Boston)


is it so easy just to sail away?
where will you strand?
what will expect you?
I guess it´s not that easy just to leave...
cause you´re alone..
you have to leave people you like, your customs and the city you grew up..
you have to stand on your own and you´ve got nobody who tells you that everything´s alright when you feel like your world´s going down..

but you´ll learn to live on your own..
you´ll get to know some new people, well and maybe you´ll find someone who will be an important person till the end of your life.
maybe you even find a place somewhere in the world where you feel like home
maybe you can make a new start, begin a new life somewhere far away from "home".
or maybe you find out that your home, the place you stayed all your life, the place that pissed you off so bad isn´t that bad you thought all the time...maybe you´ll learn to admire your home.



I wanna sail away..
into a new life..leave everything behind for a while
and maybe I´d come back as a new person..
and maybe I´d come back and I´d be happy to be back and to have back all the people I like..
there´s no reason to stay here all the time..
you can always come back home..

It's a long way from Miami to LA
It's a longer way from yesterday
To where I am today

It's a long way from my thoughts
To what I'll say
It's a long, long way from paradise
To where I am today

All that's in my head
Is in Your hands

It's a long way from
The moon up to the sun
It's a longer road ahead of me
The road that I've begun

Stop to think of all the
Time I've lost
Start to think of all the
Bridges that I've burned
That must be crossed

Over, over, over
Take me over

I've been poison
I've been rain
I've been fooled again

I've seen ashes
Shine like chrome
Someday I'll see home

Home, home

I can see the stars
From way down here
But I can't fall asleep
Behind the wheel

It's a long way from the
Shadows in my cave
Up to Your reality to
Watch the sunlight taking over

Over, over, over
Take me over

I've been poison
I've been rain
I've been fooled again

I've seen ashes
Shine like chrome
Someday I'll see home

Home, home
(Switchfoot - Home)

The Afters - All that I am

I feel a burning, deep inside of me
I feel your Spirit, it's moving around me
I hear Your voice, You're calling me closer
I know that You're here,
You're calling me closer
And I will...

Love You with all of my heart
Jesus I'll love You with all of my mind
Jesus I'll love You with all of my soul
Jesus I'll love You with all that I am

I know that You hear me when I say my prayers
I know that You're with me even when I'm all alone
When I close my eyes, You're calling me closer
When I pull away, You're pulling me closer
And I will...

Love You with all of my heart
Jesus I'll love You with all of my mind
Jesus I'll love You with all of my soul
Jesus I'll love You with all that I am

You are holy, Lord God Almighty
You are holy, Lord God Almighty
Who was and is and will soon come again
Lord you are and now
You're coming again
Just like you said,
You're coming again
And I will...

Love You with all of my heart
Jesus I'll love You with all of my mind
Jesus I'll love You with all of my soul
Jesus I'll love You with all that I am


I think I finally understood it
JESUS IS HERE WITH ME ALL THE TIME!
and I want to love him with all that I am..
and I hope someday I WILL love him with all that I am..
I´m not at that point yet..
I know it´s a long way till then..
but I know I´ll made it!
cause jesus is the one who gives love that´s everlasting!
and that´s something noone else can
You can always come back to him, he would never reject you. it´s never too late to turn around!



He carried the cross for YOU
he was nailed down at the cross for YOU
he carried all YOUR guilt
he took away YOUR sins
HE SET YOU FREE!

keep dreams alive

How do we turn our dreams into reality? How do we step outside the circle of influence that constantly directs us? Our minds are so strongly influenced by our environment that it is easy to lose touch with our own passion.
yes, that´s just the way it is. But I think it´s soo important to keep your dreams alive. to keep it in your heart. because if you don´t have dreams that you want to accomplish you´re a lost person. I dream about to go away..and I have that dream since years and I don´t want to lose it because I can´t wait to go away and make new experiences..I mean there´s always the chance to come back, so why shouldn´t I leave for a while?

but it´s also important to keep your eyes open while you dream..
don´t lose your sense of reality.. cos as important it is to dream just as important it is to stand on the ground with your own two. you can dream about things you can reach but you shouldn´t lose yourself into dreams that can´t be turned into reality.

and last but not least..don´t just dream your dreams..make them real!

you have to fight sometimes.. but it´s worth it, I´m sure. and when you reached one of your dreams..you can be happy and proud about yourself!
so make a try..don´t just dream..do something!

It´s a beautiful day

I feel like dancing all the time!
do you know the feeling of happiness which you can´t describe with words because you don´t know where it´s from?
I´m happy about the sun that´s shining because it shines warm on my face.
I love to hear the birds singing because it tells me that summer´s coming soon
and I feel like I´m not alone..I feel there´s someone with me..
in my heart. and everywhere I am that someone´s with me
I´m not alone!
Maybe that´s it what makes me happy!
and it´s such a good feeling!

It´s a beautiful day! :)